Do I live in fantasy?? Was I crazy to believe he was my soulmate? All I wanted to do was to have him by my side. Now that he is here, nothing is going right. I feel like I was closer to him when he was miles away in another country. Now he lives 30 minutes away and I feel soo lonely. How could things change so fast?? Or was it that we moved too fast?? Did we set each other up for failure? Was it lust or love?? Why is it I can't even talk to him without a huge fight? Are we too different? It was not suppose to be like this!! We were suppose to be happy and in love!!! He says I love to argue, he says I'm bossy. All these complaints about me. I told him I'm trying to change but I guess I'm not changing fast enough!! He says lets start from scratch, but damn I feel like tat's a cop out. He hardly calls, never wants to visit. Has he moved on? Did I waste my time in this fantasy? Should I just let go? I can't beleive how something that felt soo right turned into something soo wrong?